dont know what to do

these last few months have been crazy,i have a girl tell me that she cant be with me because we wont get to see each other even know we live like 4 blocks from each other, then I've had a girl tell me she only likes me as a friend and no more then that and that i just need to leave it at that, but at that same instance i have had a girl that i have liked for awhile tell me that she likes some playa gangsta bitch from Easton, i know i shouldn't get mad but what am i supposed to do. i love this girl soo much and i want to be with her but it seems like nothing is working out for me anymore. i thought that we had something for a minute there but i guess not. i just cant wait to see her i fell so comfortable around her and i want to be around her all the time if i could. she says she cant wait for me to turn 18 well you know what i got to say to her if she doesn't want to wait for the person she supposedly loves then fine ill get over it. i want both of us to be happy not just me. i know it sounds like I'm only thinking about myself but I'm not, i don't want anything bad to happen to her, i want her to do what she wants to do in life not what i want. she talks about she wants to go to this college in Baltimore but i see she still aint trying to go. i want her to get a job she would love. you know she wants her own restaurant somewhere and i told her why don't she go do it then and she gives the excuse of money. i was like why don't you get help then. however she wants to be stubborn and not listen to anyone.im not worried about it anymore its whatever im just going to do my thing and get the job i want for my life and let her do whatever she wants for her life, she doesnt plan to have me in her life in the future anyways so ill just give up. in love i just dont know what to do anymore.