i tired of the bullshit

right now i have a problem with my love life. i dont have a girlfriend anymore me and her broke up a couple weeks ago again. we are always off and on in how much we want to be with each other. usally the reason why we break up is because we get into arguements and we just cant stand to look at each other anymore so we say "its over" and dont really talk in that way for about 3 weeks and then out of no where we get back together and everything is back to normal. whenever me and my girlfriend end up breaking up i end up having a crush on someone else and try to talk to them. well while we are on that same subject ill tell you about the lastest problem i have gotten myself into. just a couple weeks ago i fell in love with this girl name courtney i dont know what it is about her but i just love her so much and she just can get off my mind. she says that she loves me but she she is still with the guy that is supposedly hurting her everyday , i am tired of her always saying thing and not acually doing what she says but then again its not that easy . this weekend was very fun and i wish that all weekends were that fun i enjoyed it so fun that i didnt want to leave but honestly thats every weekend that i am over there.unfoutunatly i also have a straight girl chrush on this hispanic girl named abby ahe just amazes me so much and i wish i had the courage to go up to her and just ask her if she likes girls in that way so i know if i have a chance or not. everytime i see her i just want to melt but i also do that for someone else too in a way but more for her. i want her so fucking bad but oh well i dont think it is going to happen. she raises her eye brow at me everytime i say something like she likes it and then today at lunch when i was playing around with her talking about that she and her freind were my little helpers and stuff she just made me feel so much better from the pissed off person i was in the morning after talking to courtney. when i feel back on abby and she put her arms on my sides and held me up i wanted to turn around and just tell her that i like her and ask her out on a date or somthing even know she cant really talk english. so as you can see i really do have alot of problems in my life at the moment.knowing me ill probably be back and write more on how i have been with love. probably not even until i acaully get another girlfriend or the same one that i had , i hope abby turns out to like me more then a friend cuz that would make me really happy im just hopeing that she is a sophmore or freshman so i still have a year to find out how she fells wish me luck :}...im out

adults why?

what is with adults they are always trying to be our friends and always trying to act so cool.i dont mean to be mean but unless you know how life is these days for real and know all the shit kids go through these days then your not cool you shouldnt even try.most kids dont like when their parents give the "back in the day"talk were not worried about what happened in your hayday.we are jaut trying to get through our life not yours,so please parents stop trying to bring all your days up we dont care.i also dont like when the parents are always compareing young kids to the way they used to be,we are not the same as you its a diffrent genereation stop trying to make us like yours. i mean i even know that when i get older i might even remember these days in school but im not going to bug my kids about it i know they dont care and i know they have it worst then me probably or maybe they will have it better id never know but i do know that i would never waste their time with my nonescence unless they want to know.

age

is age really a problem when it come to relationships?should that really stop people from being with the person that they love?i dont think so because if you go back to our ansesters they naver cared about age they used to marry off 12 year old girls to rich old men that were like 40 or something.if thats not bad and is still happening in other countries why do people in the united states freak out when people fall in love with people that are just alittle older then them.like me i am in love with this beautiful girl that is 7 years older then me in my mind it doesnt change anything but for my parents it is like its the worst thing i could do in my whole life.i love her so much and i believe that is all that matters.love has no limits or bounderies.we should be free to love who we want not be closed into our own age limit.its some bullshit.i just think society should realize what they are doing to peoples hearts and brains.i believe that will help them realize why people are so depressed and hurting all in side.

favorite vids for right now

1. linken park:shadow of the day
http://music.aol.com/video/shadow-of-the-day/linkin-park/2010402

i like this video because its peaceful and i feel this song in my heart.this song is like a confused person and im a confused person that needs a way out and this song gives me a way

2.j.holiday:suffocate

http://music.aol.com/video/suffocate/j-holiday/2019909

i like this song because i dedicate it to my girlfriend and the way whenever i am near her i can breath but i cant leave her because i love her so much.

3.rihanna featuring ne-yo:I hate thatI love you

http://music.aol.com/video/hate-that-i-love-you-feat-ne-yo/rihanna/1976636

i love this song because it just reminds me of me and my ex how we are broke up he can still get me to be happy with him no matter what i still love him so much.

4.missy elliot: Ching-A-Ling

http://music.aol.com/video/ching-a-ling/missy-elliott/2071389i like this song because ive always been a big missy elliot fan sense i was a little kid and she first came out.i like this song because its got a very hot beat that i can get down to with out being brain dead before i start.

class schedule

1st period:government honors mrs.kenny
2nd period:english 3 honors mrs.howell
3rd period:spanish 2 senora mcquiod
4th period:computer apps 2 mr.stover

global warming

right now we are at a point in our world`s life when it is heating up more then usual.or is it?.some say that the earth is freezeing and that it is just seeming to heat up becuase all the cold is forcing all the hot top air down to the soil where we can feel it.yes thanks to so much air pollution and green house gas not being able to be released we have a hole in the ozone layer.there is not much we can really do sense its already started.
the only thing that i can really say is recylce.maybe try to get a car that uses pollution safe fuel.try your best not to stop polluting the world is a much as your home os your own house.you wouldnt want someone to come up in your house and trow trash on your floor you would get mad.so then why would you throw trash on the "floor"of everyones home planet.its your planet people be generous and pick up after yourselves.
thats all i can suggest at this moment because i myself am on a pollution rehab right now.so i am pretty much taking my own addvice.now if you are so concerned with living the rest of your life you would take my addvice too.pleace i dont want to die anytime soon and im sure no you in the rest of the world including you would like to die either.recycle,dont smoke,chill down on gas and carbon deposite.please just think really hard not just about yourself but about other people as well and go green,help the enviroment.i know i am

dogs?

Dogs - wolves in the living room or man's best friend?. I believe that dogs are wolves in our living room but stuck in the puppy form just like cats are lions and tigers stuck in the kitten form.dogs show their dog form when they loss their mind or eat raw meat and start attacking people because of the smell of blood.their wild side was groomed out of them along time ago but now they are beginning to learn their old ways again.when you see stray dogs they have a sense of directions.household pets are so stuck to their masters and they depend on us to survive.
if you look at a dogs face and compare it to a wolves face you can see the resemblance to each other.when you baby them and don't let them go off by themselves you are keeping them in that stage most wolves are out of only 2 weeks after they are born the mother wolves try not keep around the pups to much to let them gain their individuality.this is good for when they get older and want to be the alpha dog.feeding the dog allows him/her mercy and causing the pup to be dependent on you for the rest of its like.then at the same time not all dogs are wolves in puppy form because some dogs are bleed specifically for the care of human such as shih tzu`s and chihuahua`s.
these dogs would never survive life outside the human home.when every one is dead and gone the world will once again be run by animals.if household pets can manage to get out of the home and find some food their natural wolf sences will kick in and they could survive for awhile and their population will in large again.dogs like the husky that have the most resent orgin in the home are the closest relatives to wolfs.these dogs are so use to the wild they even love the snow.